Yesterday
With the help of my indispensable mother (which I think she’s only good at this) again I was taken out of my ward for a party. NEC’s launching ceremony with lots of ojisan, obasan and those flirtatious heiress which seems to always puzzle me why aren’t they the ones with the oscar nominations.
The place was grand of course, the food, excellent, I could’ve sworn it’s Tony Picardinni’s style of cooking but who cares, I was too hungry to be thinking.
I’ve always wondered… why are daughters or granddaughters of those big shot family… all look so pretty and elegant and sophisticated and hot and sexy. Darn.
I always feel awkward at times like these. I can’t really blend in at all. I don’t do make up, or tie my hair or wear earrings or diamond necklaces… Looking at them flaunting and parading their assets around… Kim Jing-Hyun you’re no where near OTL
I noticed all I had was my pearl white chanel night gown, my grandma’s couple ring necklace… no earrings… only eyeliners… no blushers, foundations… my long hair dangling around without tying them neatly. Oh my god.. Ju-on.. ju.. no more like Sadako (ToT)
But I guess these doesn’t matter at all. I like being myself, comfortable, simple and clean. But.. but.. mommy, their aura is made of sheer brilliance it blinds ( ~*_*)~ *flutters*
When I had dinner… we were served with pumpkin soup… and I dug in! yeah! No more liquid food!
God this tastes too good!
Amane-san : "ah.. Aizawa-san, you shouldn’t eat that, it’s really fattening and it expholiates your skin"
Me : "EH…? really…?"
Amane-san : *nods*
Me : *continues eating*
I mean, come one! With my current weight, it’s fats I’m going for can’t you see that~~
During the ceremonial speech by Yutsuki-san the managing director’s son.
Me : "uhm… Kaoru-chan… Isn’t it… painful to sit that straight up..?"
Kaoru-san : "…"
Me : "…sorry"
But.. but I really don’t have that talenbt to sit up straight at times. I thought a regular human lowers themselves by 1/2 head when they sit to ease the preassure onto the butt…? who told me that…? you… you LIAR! Now Those girls gave me the stares. ahahaha. honestly, to me, it was funny.
It’s hard to be pretentious all the times. You can lie to anyone, but you could never lie to yourself.
But lately… Soy’s been spending lots of time with me.
He get’s jealous really easily… and often shows his temper to me. excuse me… who’s the patient here?
SO I end up trying to make him feel better OTL
I really suck at these sort of stuff…
but he told me "For you, I will change myself anytime without a second thought"
reminds me of someone. But promises are made to be broken. So Soy deserved a pinch from me.
But we took a little pics. For those requesting about my condition. It’s on friendster hehe.
I miss you guys.
