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( ・(ｪ)・)ﾉﾎﾞﾝｼﾞｭｰﾙ Bonjour~!

I think I told you this before, but I love to wear weird socks.

Thus Soy Got Me one Fugu-kamichu one ahaha

I’ve got a bunch of socks - like, those with unbelievably strange designs, those that look so lame that you can never take your shoes off at shops(I take my shoes of in state, though!). For some reason I’ve got many with face pictures.

This one is the Yamaguchi-prefecture version, of those area-exclusive series I showed you before!! I think they were having a Fugu-day campaign

That’s the home local area for Aizawa family!

Big up Yamaguchi! Yo Yo!

They serve really superb Fugu sashimi~! Yo man!

When I was a little child there was this woman called "Yamaguchi-san" who often came in and out of my grandma’s home, and hearing that she wasn’t from Yamaguchi pref., I found it quite funny so I was laughing my head off for a while~. Was it when I was 4 or 5?

Even now this concept that "Yamaguci-san" is "not from Yamaguchi pref." triggers my laughter switch quite easily . . . !

I don’t know why. My sense of fun is a little surreal, orbiting some distance away from other’s so most of the time people don’t understand me . . . Seems like once you’re strange, always you’re strange. At that time I felt "adults around stepped back from me" for the first time in my life. Yeah.

I wanna eat those natural, yummy fugu-sashi~ (´ω｀) Thouhg the rate of dying is 30%

Wish winter will come soon~  ( there you find someone who’s already exhausted by summer heat though it’s still the end of July)

It was when I was strolling in Nakajima Park with Soy the just now . . .

Oh, here comes a jogger. Looks quite authentic. I mean the shortness of that gym shorts, the cut edges on both sides, the thinness of the cloth are quite . . . (Get it? hehe)

Oh, here comes another jogger. Again wearing an authentic gym shorts! I say this is what’s great about Japan! (?) Everyone is so healthy~! Which is a great thing.

. . . Like that, I was being impressed by those runners with authentic gym shorts; the word was that the 2007 Hokkaido Marathon was to be held the next day, and that the finish line was somewhere in this park. No wonder the runners were seen here and there.

I walked on and got into this zone where lots of white tents and big trucks were lining. That’s right, the finish line was already set up!! That was the first time I saw the finish line of marathon live, which quickly raised my excitement level!!

I went straight to take some ceremonial photos there with no hesitation. (stared by the staff people around)

I’m sorry for all who participated in the Hokkaido Marathon on the next day! I reached the finish line before you!

ﾟ+｡:.ﾟヽ(*´∀`)ﾉﾟ.:｡+ﾟ

You don’t run to the finish line; you just come across it while taking a walk. That might be the way life is~

Soy stared at me

iSoy Took me to the Ehime Prefectural Budokan area. There was a new restaurant there. The atmosphere was marvellous, a rather simple and cozy place, daisies strewn across the place, laces and green/white linen textiles covers the chairs and sofas. You know it was such a unique venue. Exterior, interior - everywhere was made of wood! Every single part of the venue - floors, corridors, walls, roofs, just all of them!

There was even a classic and authentic stage with a piano and fireplace! Soy made me go up to sing a song, and somehow . . . everyone had to cheer him on with his persuasion towards me . . . NOOOOO~~~~ This is embarrassing (ToT)

Poop, you can’t do this to a girl on your first date.

But seeing the small amount of crowd, and my sudden mood to play that piano . . . I thought I’d give it a shot and did a ballad. I still believe by Mariah. Hehe . . .

However. Right after the singing, When we both started our conversation I felt . . .Huh? My voice sounds rougher than I expected . . . ? Come to think of it, during the singing I got tickles in my throat a few times and I coughed a few times secretly as I couldn’t help it.

Me: "Maybe I might have an allergy."

Soy: "Eh?! But you have no make up on . . ."

Me: "I mean, fact is I’m allergic to cedar. Could this place use lots of cedar? I don’t think so actually~ahahahahah."

I was curious about this a little so I checked the details of the Ehime Prefectural Budokan before I went to sleep ^^

Hmmm. It says "the interior is lignified as much as possible" . . . "Approx. 3,000 m³ of natural wood and laminated wood of cedar is used as the wooden truss roof system and columns"

(　ﾛ) ﾟ ﾟ

C, cedar . . . ?
3,000m³ . . . ? (Just how much of cedar is that? Mom please tell me)

That can’t be true (*sniff*)

Come to think of it, I remember I’ve seldom told others about this allergy thing . . . ’cause I don’t walk past lumber dealers with someone very often, and I seldom enter architectures full of cedar wood . . .

I’m not allergic to pollen. I’m allergic to "cedar wood" only! *And artificial chemicals like make up, blushers and stuff* You know, even Soy didn’t know I had an allergy to "cedar woods." That’s why he booked this place for dinner.

So I called Soy for the discovery.

Me: "Soy, It’s true… cedar, the whole place IS cedar itself *sniff*"

Soy: "AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA"

Me: *closes phone*

I wrote this one because this Ehime Prefectural Budokan case was so rare, uncalculated that I couldn’t help but laugh. ahaha

Anyway pictures of our dinner

On My Way home, soy snapped this -_-

This has nothing to do with the body of the message, but this is my favorite uchiwa(paper fan) during Hikki’s tour this time. Soy sat on it without knowing when I left it on the sofa. The uchiwa, which memorized the shape of my Soy’s bottom . . . I’m still using it.

(σ´∀｀)σ Gooooooooooot it!

T-H-A-N-K-S SOOOO M-U-C-H Mariya-san-!

I heard it’s been sold at Yahoo Auctions but I’m not registered to Yahoo. A friend of mine once got scammed on Yahoo Auctions, which made me imagine such stories like "Jing-Hyun bid off something with great expense, which ended up a Yahoo Auction scam!" so I’ve been too scared to jump in.

Mariya-san was kind enough to bid this off, and send to me . . . !

Ooh what a lucky person I am . . . !

It’s more than . . . I deserve!
Thank you so much.

This really is in good preservation, looks beautiful~!

I just can’t throw tissues I used to blow my nose into this can~!

Aww what should I do. Where should I place it. What should I put in it!

Soy gave this kuma-shaped speaker to me.

If you connect an iPod to him he plays it with a fairly high sound quality, and on top of that he flickers lights synchronized with music! A kid fave!

Since he looked pale and kinda dull, I just couldn’t stop myself from adding eyebrows to him with a felt pen . . . (yes I’ve passed the point of no return . . . )

Now this kuma-san looks quite macho . . . hehe, well, good that he now has some sort of character . . . huh?

You just can’t but love him when you tweak him like this.

And you know what, this kuma even has a pocket on his stomach, which can store an iPod. A foreign guy in the hospital was saying like "Oh! Marsupial bear!"

By the way, as I said in the beginning he has a function to flicker lights, and I thought "Oh Jeez, with these eyebrows he could look kinda geeky while playing music and flickering lights, couldn’t he?" (Saying out that he looks already geeky just as he is is putting it too bluntly, though)

Now I turn the switch on . . .

What the heck is this eccentric atmosphere . . .

Looks kinda scary . . .

But you know, I didn’t have a speaker at home (I was too lazy to buy one, so I was using my laptop as a sound output) but always thought I’d wanna have one, so I’m gratefully using this kuma-shaped speaker for now ! ! !

Thank you very much(´ ▽｀)

(Sorry for my doodles . . . )

He’d look so cute if I played some hard-core Hip-Hop or Heavy Metal . . .

Now . . .

Please look at "H" and "J" on the keyboard.

They say "く(KU)" and "ま(MA)"

I can’t believe I didn’t notice this earlier!

Indeed! They say "KUMA"! I feel happy!

But I’m not yet satisfied enough. There may be more words on the keyboard that contain "KUMA" . . . having this assumption I looked at the keyboard. Harder. Even harder. With intense concentration.

. . .

Then ! ! ! I found one!

On a line, just as it is, it says:

く　ま　の　り　れ-

Which means KUMA NO RIREI(Kuma’s relay race) ! !

I was thrilled by imagining Kuma’s athletic festival! I almost had a nosebleed by imagining Kuma Chang "the terrible athlete" running desperately holding the baton in his hand ! ! Someone who decided the allocation of Hiragana on the keyboard, must be a genius! ~(-o-)~

I was switched on. I kept searching!

Then! I found another one ! !

く　ま
　　　も　ね　る

This is what it says ! ! KUMA MO NERU(Kuma sleeps too) ! !

Quite so! No wonder Kuma sleeps too!

I had a feeling there could be more, so kept searching further, frantically!

. . . .

Or maybe there wouldn’t be any more ?

The moment I started thinking like that, I found one!

　　　に　ら
く　ま　　　り
　　　　　　　る

. . . KUMA NI RARIRU(freaked out by Kuma)!

Woot! Sounds great! Is this about me who loves Kuma Chan just too much and getting sick in the head?!

Me: "Kuma . . . hehe, Ku, Kuma . . . hehehe . . . hihihi, Kuma . . ."

Ahem. Pardon my embarrassing behavior. (What am I doing in the middle of the night . . .)

By the way, those keys on the far upper left of the keyboard -

ぬ　ふ

- I think these kick a__ too.

I wrote a letter reflecting the image of Mr. 三宅アキラ(Miyake, Akira: My dad’s funny-kind-loving-impatient-nervous-insecure-god-ridden-assistant!).

Anyone in this world would never be more impatient than Miyake-san - I may be going too far, but He’s such a real impatient guy of all time.

He walks fast makes footsteps like tap tap tap tap! So I can easily tell "Oh, Miyake-san is coming."

When I find a pencil with a lot of bites placed on the table of the studio, I can tell "Oh, Miyake-san used it."

When I find lots of candy wrappers littered all over the table, I can tell "Oh, Miyake-san was here." (I throw the wrappers away too)

Sometimes, or often maybe, I have no idea what he says.

In such cases, it is always Okita-san the director who is the only person understanding what he said. Awesome. The long-term boss-subordinate relationship has made it possible!

His favorite phrases are "Did you finish it? Did you finish it?" and "Alright, I’m gone for a while" I believe.

What he says to me most often is "Once again," and "Okay, let’s do the second one" "Third one" "Fourth one" I think hehe…

Loves gossips; super-naturally-goofy; lovable; kind and AB-blood type.

‘Oh! Are you still holding your umbrella Kuma Chan?’

"Mumble . . . Hmm   Morning   Hiro-chan"

‘The typhoon is already gone. It’s a beautiful day in tokyo after a long time~.’

"Eh   Typhoon already   gone"

‘Your umbrella looks so cute, Kuma Chan. Give me a peek.’

"Aww   No me don’t give this to u it’s mine"

‘I won’t take it away from you! It’s a little smaller type of umbrella, huh. Does it say "Naked Bunch"?’

"My NAGEDOBUNCHI umbrella"

‘I think it reads Naked Bunch . . . but anyways . . . You can close and put away your umbrella for now. Okay?’

"Aww   No me don’t give this to u it’s mine   Me don’t"

‘Hmmm, alright then, why don’t you hold your cute NAGEDOBUNCHI umbrella for today! It looks fine on you too, Kuma Chan.’

"Yup   mine   umbrella"

Tomorrow would be Tanabata festival.

Satoshi-chan will be dressing up in his linen blue formal suite!

… I’m nervous

People always regard me as that goody-to-shoes girl-next-door which is helpless and only cries to herself. Those close to me, knows me enough of my capability and integrity, those far from me, regards me as someone else, those who loves me for who I am, leaves.

Lately, I began to lose myself. I don’t feel like being that innocent, naive lil girl who often tells herself I should keep this unselfish love and just let him go. But the fact is, True love, is unselfish love. Nonetheless I have to do what’s right for myself. It’s not about US anymore, it’s about ME.

I’m not gonna save his ass. I’m just gonna save my own. My own reputation, pride and integrity. The rest, I leave it to God. GOd will make his judgement. God will do what’s right. God just wants me to be happy. ANd I will.

Yeap people. Kim Jing Hyun, is independant, strong and would never fall. Note for those who left me and accused me.

"You can try, do anything to me, say anything you want. But you can never break me. And even If I Fall, I’ll never face the ground. If you’re gonna take me down with all those pathetic little games, go ahead and try"

A man, who gives me shit like promising words, beautiful words, false feelings, and tells me things like "I won’t ever leave you, Write me a love letter, this is forever, baby girl" and 6 mintues later tells it to someone else which I was hoping she’s much better than me but sadly not. Is not worth my tears at all. As I told a few people today which shocked them… "He’s Fucked"

Ooh~ Kim Jing Hyun being vulgar. Gah Sally, I’m sure you’re happy. besides, this is not the first time i said it, no big. Isn;t it a casual word in you people’s daily conversation?

This is no out of anger. It is out of realisation.

Next Topic. The Man.

Again, I drool over Wu Zun ahahah!

And I never watched or seen his acts. Or heard of him.

I recalled hearing about his status 5 years ago… (O.o) Brandon told me.

And when I flipped through my magazine, A question popped

"What’s your ideal man?"

Well! I have the answer!

Face and body(with that sexy tattoo) like WU ZUN, Personality and sensitivity like TERENCE and the same feelings I had for that Fat Kuma~!

~(*_*~) Oh my god Kim Jing Hyun stop smiling like a dork! *flutters*

ehem *cough*

Next topic.

Bought another dress~ It’s a Chanel Couture gown~

Oh and while I’m at this, I’ll just stress on a point.

People always think I’m this spoilt brat who buys what she wants whenever she wants.

Peh *spits*

These are cash from my parents. Forced me to buy these to attend pretentious events to use me as a bait to hook up with young managinf directors or heirs for ther mallicious purposes~ Is that informative enough about my life? It’s a joke isn’t it~? yeah it is.

Look, if you think standards are issues to be getting into a relationship’s way, take a hike you coward.

Look into your mind and find out what you reall want instead of giving me cowardly excuses.

Sorry But I do not have time to play with someone your standards or any higher ones. Feelings which was sincere, true and real which became my life was questioned by you like an insensitive beast. So don’t come to me with the compromise, stay out of this conversation, I got a backbone stronger than yours. : )

So anyway, what’d you think of the couture gown my girls? Hehe.

I thought of adopting a kid soon enough. Jae hyun and Ji hyun! Here haha comes. *chu*

With the help of my indispensable mother (which I think she’s only good at this) again I was taken out of my ward for a party. NEC’s launching ceremony with lots of ojisan, obasan and those flirtatious heiress which seems to always puzzle me why aren’t they the ones with the oscar nominations.

The place was grand of course, the food, excellent, I could’ve sworn it’s Tony Picardinni’s style of cooking but who cares, I was too hungry to be thinking.

I’ve always wondered… why are daughters or granddaughters of those big shot family… all look so pretty and elegant and sophisticated and hot and sexy. Darn.

I always feel awkward at times like these. I can’t really blend in at all. I don’t do make up, or tie my hair or wear earrings or diamond necklaces… Looking at them flaunting and parading their assets around… Kim Jing-Hyun you’re no where near OTL

I noticed all I had was my pearl white chanel night gown, my grandma’s couple ring necklace… no earrings… only eyeliners… no blushers, foundations… my long hair dangling around without tying them neatly. Oh my god.. Ju-on.. ju.. no more like Sadako (ToT)

But I guess these doesn’t matter at all. I like being myself, comfortable, simple and clean. But.. but.. mommy, their aura is made of sheer brilliance it blinds ( ~*_*)~ *flutters*

When I had dinner… we were served with pumpkin soup… and I dug in! yeah! No more liquid food!

God this tastes too good!

Amane-san : "ah.. Aizawa-san, you shouldn’t eat that, it’s really fattening and it expholiates your skin"

Me : "EH…? really…?"

Amane-san : *nods*

Me : *continues eating*

I mean, come one! With my current weight, it’s fats I’m going for can’t you see that~~

During the ceremonial speech by Yutsuki-san the managing director’s son.

Me : "uhm… Kaoru-chan… Isn’t it… painful to sit that straight up..?"

Kaoru-san : "…"

Me : "…sorry"

But.. but I really don’t have that talenbt to sit up straight at times. I thought a regular human lowers themselves by 1/2 head when they sit to ease the preassure onto the butt…? who told me that…? you… you LIAR! Now Those girls gave me the stares. ahahaha. honestly, to me, it was funny.

It’s hard to be pretentious all the times. You can lie to anyone, but you could never lie to yourself.

But lately… Soy’s been spending lots of time with me.

He get’s jealous really easily… and often shows his temper to me. excuse me… who’s the patient here?

SO I end up trying to make him feel better OTL

I really suck at these sort of stuff…

but he told me "For you, I will change myself anytime without a second thought"

reminds me of someone. But promises are made to be broken. So Soy deserved a pinch from me.

But we took a little pics. For those requesting about my condition. It’s on friendster hehe.

I miss you guys.