Questions
I keep asking myself… How long Do I have to wait… How long DO I have to wait…?
Why Isn’t anyone with me..? Why did the one i trusted so deeply Is not with me..? Why Are my friends not on my side? Why is everyone against me..?
Are Those proof really proofs..? Is it fair you use it against me? What Have I done wrong to you..? Nothing..? And after all you did to me do you think it’s right? Why do you keep listening to other voices..? Who has been with you throughout the time..? been with you through tears and joys…? Or those the brotherly word takes voer the love?
What Have I done to you people? That you must find all faults that does not side me and use it against me? Have I massacred your family…? Or maybe stole your girlfriends or boyfriends..? Have I ever lied..? What do you want from me..? Just to prove my worth you do not allow..? Are you happy now..?
Shall I sleep through the seasons..? But I end up hurting others…? I want to prove myself but in this condition what can I do..? Lord please let me now.. this hard test… what should I do…?
Is asking for simple love and hugs so hard…? Has good men dissapeared? Is true love all about pain..? Is Trust and belief baffled? Is Faith a Hope I could only hang on the stars…? Lord?
Anyway Today is Mother’s day… Through these aching bones, killing headache, dreadful heart, I did my best to put on a smile, and gather all my breath to make her a Blueberry Pie.. her favourite of all pies..
So I thought I’d just work myself up a lil, "Jing Hyun Fighto!!!" ah That made me feel better somehow hehe…
And spent the night preparing ingredients and apstings, and the whole morning making the Pie…
Eureka! Completed! *phew*
(|||」｀□´)」!!!! I forgot to add her favourite Blueberry jam toppings (TДT) no time for that now…
She’d be back any minute… So I waited…
And Mom never returned home… Satoshi-jiisan said my Mom was out with ehr boyfriend. Oh… That makes sense now, well this will just have to go to Kei-chan!
How’s your mother’s day? I hope you guys spent some really quality time with your mother.. no matter what they do, they still love you inevitably…
