Hiroko’s Notes 17th May 2007
Taken from Hiroko’s Notebook. May 17 2007
Dear Notepad,
When someone mentions to you about life, what;s the first thing that crosses your mind? Most people would recall their hardest and sadest moments. That’s because God could give you 100 over moments of joy and only 1 moment of hardship, and that hardship effects you the most. That’s whats make us humans… humans.
Well I guess for me it’s a different case! hehe. When the doctor asked me
"hiro-san, What is life to you?"
I smiled at him, without a doubt I answered
"Happiness"
That’s because, all my life, I hardly had any happiness, I’ve been through countless pain, hurt, depression, breakdowns and hardships I almost am numb to it. Nonetheless the pain still eats me up. But… There is a light, a light God gave me. A tint of Happiness and Joy to make sure I remember, I am still in his cradle no matter what happens.
God gave me friends who are caring, loving, indispensable and i shared so many happy moments with them, God gave me Kei-chan and Picasso and Fluffy to protect me and to be with me, Little achievements like success and triumph in cooking, changing seasons as an excuse to buy new clothes hehe and most of all, Joseph. God showed me a light to him and he shwoed me love and what Joy was about.
With these at mind, a memory i treasure forevermore, I have no regrets in events that has happened or events that are bound to come. Because I believe, There is always hope to keep us moving, walk this life till we are ready to return to him.
Everyone told me we weren’t meant to be, we weren’t destined and so many people tried to take us apart, but I still believe in him. Because I want to. Beause I love him. I still believe we could be together. Years from now… If he had someone else, I will be happy, because I believe that his choice is always good. He would’ve made the perfect choice.
See, this is a side of happiness people find it hard to do. WHich is letting go and be happy. True love, isn’t about being with the one you love, it’s being happy for them. I find my true happiness when I see him smile… and that’s where my happiness would always belong.
People come and go… we lose friends along the way but eventually, we’ll be together again.
This form of spirituality, energy, immaterial bonds that surpasses all emotions and feelings to the highest powers are called Peace, Faith & Hope. With these 3 in me, I will keep on smiling and living this life to the fullest. Because I still believe.
